J-3: Confusion

Energy	Culture choc...	Fun	Nostalgia	Meteo here
A little bit nervous...	Still not	Certainly looking forward to it!	Not applicable	Hot hot hot in Paris!

This might seem awkward but at the moment, I'm incapable of writing anything structured.
I'm thinking and feeling too many things at the same time, my mind is a blank...
I'm constantly swinging between excitement and sadness.
On the one hand, I'm impatient to begin my Chinese adventure, but on the other hand there are just too many wonderful people and things here I wish I could bring with me... starting with my Christian Louboutins... joke.
I seem to get frustrated very easily and am a bit on a short fuse.
Nervs...